Hey Besentanz, I understand your frustration. At the moment the jobmarket is really hard. In a time, where they cut jobs it´s even difficult to get hired for a part-time activity.
To cheer you up, many young people have problems like this, for instance a friend of mine, who finished school two years ago. He wanted to study physics and astronomy, but his leaving certificate was too bad to instantly get a place. So he looked for a job, but he couldn´t find one, even at building sites they didn´t want to hire him for illicit work, because they always had already enough eastern-european low-wage-slaves. So one day my friend gave up and stayed at home. And actually he´s dead now, he had a heart-attack while 70 hours non-stop playing starcraft, only drinking red-bull and eating frozen pizza. So it probably won´t take too long till your problems are also gone.
Well anyway, I wish you good luck.

P.S.: If you really love kreatur-im-spiegel, stalking her in this forum won´t help you to win her heart. You should ask her out for a meeting or something. Unfortunately she will know what your face looks like from your ID-Pictures, probably not your strong point, but it´s still worth a try.

Möge Adanos dein Gleichgewicht erhalten
and greet your clone.

Facepalmgiver

Thanks for your comment, facepalmgiver, and thanks for your wise advises. I needed them badly, cause I lost my mentor 2 years ago and I have nobody to bully me now. Also the story about your "friend" has deeply moved me. Call me crazy, but for some reason I felt like I knew him.
Meinem Klon gehts gut.

Mit freundlichen Grüßen

The eastern-European low-wage-slave

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IMA FIRING MAH LAZOR!!!

Thank you Besentanz,
It was always my desire to help young, nerdy freaks, who lost the right way in life, to find their destiny and the place they belong to, namely to the lowest low class, where they are meant to vegetate lonely between dirt, rats and genital destroying veneral diseases.
A couple of years ago I had a pupil, the freakiest guy you can imagine. I showed him, how living things of his kind are meant to be treated in this world. I often had to be disrespectful and cruel, but in his heart of hearts he knew that it was right. After a while I recognized, that I couldn´t teach him anything anymore, so I told another sensei to take care of him. He should have helped him to take the next step in his development, downstairs. But instead of that, he treated him like a human creature with almost equal rights. That was the beginning of the end. The last thing I heard about him, was that his penis dropped of due to radiation exposure while working as a janitor in a nuclear power station. Besides, as a delayed effect he can´t pronounce the word ''Materie''. He´ll probably be dead soon.
With these words of wisdom I´ll leave you for today.

P.S.: If you want to contact me to get advice or help, you can seek me under 408597...

For the last three numbers you have to answer following three questions:
1. Who is the best God in Gothic?
a) Innos 1
b) Adanos 2
c) Beliar 5
2. Who is the best God in real life?
a) Konny 3
b) Siller 5
c) Dimi 7
3. Who was your mentor´s deadly enemy?
a) Fr. Sauter 9
b) Hr. Ullmann 6
c) Hr. Bohris 3

Möge Innos deinen Weg erleuchten,
Yours sincerely,

Facepalmgiver.